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Breathing Light - Issue #39-of Matariki, Old Songs and the Cycle of Time
In this issue
My Artwork of the Week
Frontispiece
Song of the Great Cycles
On Matariki
Waiata mou te Ata-Winter by the front door
Fevered Mind Links (to make your Sunday morning coffee go cold)
Endpapers
My Artwork of the Week
You carry Mother Earth within you. She is not outside of you. Mother Earth is not just your environment.
-Thich Nhat Hanh
In 2006 I turned my life upside down and left my day job to seek fame and fortune as a professional photographer.
I accepted an offer to go to South Africa and be an assistant to the great Canadian photographer and teacher, Freeman Patterson. It was my first big OE, and rather than pick somewhere safe like London or Berlin, I opted for the excitement of going to South Africa, a country I knew nothing about.
I visited the bank to sort out my credit card and get some foreign exchange. When she learned of my plans, the lovely Afrikaner working there stared across her desk in horror. What on earth are you thinking of? Are you mad? She then proceeded to inform me of all the ways I could die in Africa (some of them slow, horrible and painful) and how to avoid coming to a grisly end. Needless to say, I was a little troubled and undoubtedly nervous when I finally arrived in Johannesburg.
However, this wide-eyed Kiwi innocent walked out into the late afternoon of a smoky orange-yellow South African sun, inhaled the aroma from the wood fires and promptly fell in love with the country.
When I returned to Aotearoa some five weeks later, I was homesick-for South Africa. There was nothing more I wanted to do than get back on the plane and return to this vast, extreme land where life and death were two parallel railway tracks travelling side-by-side.
A wise friend, who spent many years travelling there to shoot big game, rang me up to see how things had gone. When I told him of this heartache for Africa, he chuckled.
"Ah yes, Mother Africa," he observed. "She's like that. She will take a piece of your heart and never give it back! Once she's laid eyes on you, you are hers forever."
I got that.
Mother Afrika had indeed reached her dark, bony fingers into my core and taken a part of me away.
And I was OK with that.
Africa is the Place of Beginning, the cradle of humankind.
And perhaps the Place of Ending if you're too slow or trip up.
Two years later, I returned.
I couldn't stay away.
We travelled out into the Tankwa Karoo National Park to spend a few days wandering together in the wide, echoing silence.
One morning Mother Afrika showed herself.
We had stopped for a small break to look around and study a horizon which curved away in every direction.
And then I saw it.
She had peeled her thin skin away, had pulled it back to show me the veins, muscles and ligaments moving below the surface.
Frontispiece
“The cosmos is within us. We are made of star-stuff. We are a way for the universe to know itself.”
― Carl Sagan
Atamaarie e te whaanau:
good morning everybody.
Back to the future
I hadn't expected to be back in Newsletterville anytime soon, thinking that this particular path had found its natural conclusion.
However, a lot can happen in a week, and sometimes endings are beginnings. So I think the theme of endings and beginnings will probably be what I'll talk about this week. After all, it is Matariki (more about that later).
Despite my belief (erroneous as usual) that it was time to move on, and given the door-closing nature of last week's newsletter, I was somewhat surprised to see three new signups for it. A sign? An omen? Perhaps.
Then some adorable emails came in. Quite a number, in fact, and forgive me if I haven't responded to you. It will happen in the next couple of days.
The messages all said the same thing: don't stop; keep going. Breathing Light is needed.
Some of the emails came from people I'd forgotten were subscribers, from afar away as the backwoods of northern Canada. Some of them came from people who have been following my writings for fifteen years or more. One person even gifted me a wonderful taonga (treasure), a karakia (prayer) she had written herself.
And I realised that I needed to get over myself, to recognise that small though it may be, this newsletter serves a purpose.
And that is enough.
I felt the meaty, sausage-fingered hands of Obligation and Responsibility resting on my shoulders.
So bless all of you for your kind and thoughtful comments.
I owe you all.
The mission will continue.
As a side note, I've had two requests to do workshops and potential photo tours here and abroad in the last week.
And Fujifilm New Zealand, bless them, is sending me down some loaner gear until I'm in a position to buy myself new equipment.
It reminds me of the beautiful quote by the American photographer Robert Adams:
“Your own photography is never enough. Every photographer who has lasted has depended on other peoples pictures too – photographs that may be public or private, serious or funny but that carry with them a reminder of community.”
Song of the Great Cycles
“Ice contains no future, just the past, sealed away. As if they're alive, everything in the world is sealed up inside, clear and distinct. Ice can preserve all kinds of things that way - cleanly, clearly. That's the essence of ice, the role it plays.”
― Haruki Murakami, Blind Willow, Sleeping Woman
He Koorero. A Story.
The Originals had been there since the Beginning. They were the Ab-Originals. They moved quietly in and out of the interlocking realms, dwelling in the forests, mountains and lakes, at one with the One.
The Great Cycles turned.
Then the second wave came, following the net lines of energy encircling the planet. Arriving from different parts of the Earth, from different cultures, they wove themselves into the fabric of the land. They and the Ab-Originals existed side-by-side in harmony.
Theirs was the Way of Water. They were the Gatherers of Water.
The millennia turned.
Then the third wave of colonisers came, sweeping down the Great Ocean in their multi-hulled vessels, carrying their gods and warrior culture with them. They called themselves the People of the Land. As they settled and spread out across the land, the Ab-Originals retreated deep into the Forests and Mountains, taking refuge in their ability to step back into neighbouring realms. The matriarchs of the Water Gatherers locked up their most profound knowledge in stories and sacred prayers and waited for a time when it would be safe to release them.
The centuries turned.
Then the fourth wave of colonisers appeared over the horizon, arriving in tall creaking lumbering ships with billowing white square sails. They brought their alien technologies, religion and love of money and began imposing them on the land. The People of the Land also locked up their stories, their greatest treasure, and sat down to wait until the hands of the Great Clock of the Heavens had reached the Beginning of a New Cycle.
The years turned.
And then it was Time.
Ko nga mea iti ko nga mea nunui, ko nga mea nunui ko nga mea iti.
The small things are the big things; the big things are the small things.
-whakatauki (proverb)
On Matariki
Whaaia te iti kahurangi, ki te tuohu koe, me he maunga teitei
Seek the treasure that you value most dearly, if you bow your head, let it be to a lofty mountain.
-whakatauki (Proverb)
I'm very conscious that many of you beautiful readers are not Kiwis living in far-flung parts of the planet. Without the cultural references, it may be hard for many of you to understand what I'm writing about here. Kiwis may want to move on, but I suspect you may find stuff here you didn't know.
On Friday, we celebrated a new national holiday, known as Matariki. Frankly, it's a big deal. A very big deal.
Let me explain why.
We have plenty of national holidays (well, you can never have enough public holidays!). We celebrate Christmas, New Year, and Anzac Day, where we remember our fallen, our provincial holidays, and some mythical occurrence known as Queen's Birthday, a hangover from our past as a colonial outpost of the British Empire. But, until now, we have never had a public holiday to celebrate our unique cultural identity. And there was certainly a lot of excitement around what it meant and its significance.
Matariki (short for Mata Ariki-the Royal Face) refers to the Pleiades, which arise in the eastern sky Te Tiriti o Waitangi at this time of the year. While we use the Raataka, the solar calendar, for most things, Te Ao Maaori uses the maaramataka, the lunar calendar. The former is twelve months, the letter thirteen, corresponding to the moon's cycles. Matariki rises in mid-June, signifies Te Hau Hou, the New Year. Curiously, it aligns with the Winter Solstice. And, because the maaramataka is very significant in terms of mahinga kai, the planting, growing and harvesting of food, particularly the kumara, our native sweet potato, a staple vegetable, is a time for celebration. Now is the time when we stop, take stock, pause and reflect. And sow the kumara for the year to come.
Matariki is when the great atua (god) Taramainuku, captain of Te Waka Huruhurumanu (the celestial starship), comes, using his kupenga (net) to gather up the souls of those who have passed in the previous year and take them home to the stars. Thus it is a time for us to pause, take stock of what has happened during the last year, to reflect upon those who have passed and celebrate their lives. And, of course, give thanks for our life journey. Then, it is time to go within. Interestingly, while Matariki celebrates the rising of the Pleiades and it's a convenient way to pin the holiday to one day, the celebration lasts for more than a month. Iwi (tribes) in the West celebrate Puanga (Rigel), which rises some weeks before Matariki, while people in the east honour the rising of Takarua (Sirius), which occurs a little later.
Thus, unlike our other national holidays, Matariki reaches deep into our indigenous cultural heritage, to a time long before 1840 and the signing of Te Tiriti o Waitangi, our founding document, the Treaty of Waitangi.
As I mentioned, Matariki is a time for looking backwards and acknowledging the past while we look forward to the future. I wonder how many of you have found yourselves suddenly thinking of people you haven't talked to for years or being contacted by them?
Perhaps that is the real meaning of Matariki.
Kohitanga.
Oneness and unity.
Waiata mou te Ata-Winter by the front door
“Spring passes and one remembers one's innocence.
Summer passes and one remembers one's exuberance.
Autumn passes and one remembers one's reverence.
Winter passes and one remembers one's perseverance.”
― Yoko Ono
Winter by the front door
Following a hypnotic silverspirit thread north
and entranced by the warmwind hulaskirtswirl
of slowsway Pacificpalm rhythms
and a murmuring calypso sky,
of twice-daily tides gently brushing away the past
from orange watercoloured sands,
I turned my back on winter.
And,
like a vindictive junkyard dog,
it circled around behind me from the south,
shredded the last shards of autumn from the trees,
then pressed its bony head on pause,
to lurk in wait,
in pitiless blue-shadowed corners,
sharp-fanged air
and ice-edged steely-eyed malice
for the openpalm sunsong smile of Spring
to send it on its way.
Fevered Mind Links (to make your Sunday morning coffee go cold)
The Maramataka, which literally means ‘the moon turning,’ is the Māori lunar calendar, and is the traditional Māori way by which time was marked.
South African artist Daniel Popper is expanding his collection of sculptures at The Morton Arboretum. His Human+Nature exhibition has been on display at the 1,700-acre arboretum since 2021 and will remain on view until 2023.
There's a vast world around us that animals can perceive — but humans can't.
When I first looked at Daido’s work, I simply didn’t “get it.” His shots looked like a bunch of random and unintentional snapshots. The majority of Daido’s photos weren’t very interesting to me and seemed to be quite boring. However over time, Daido’s work has grown on me.
Physicists Finally Have An Answer For Why The Subaru Logo Has Only Six Stars Instead Of Seven — jalopnik.com
Have you ever been crossing a busy street and then suddenly dropped down to the tarmac because you thought a passing roach was the same one that stole part of your Fruit Roll-Up the other day, only to look up and see a Subaru Impreza screeching to a stop inches from your head? Sure, we all have.
Using their sonar system, toothed whales are able to zero in on prey in the pitch black conditions of the deep sea. Seals lack such a system, but still catch prey in the same sunless conditions. New research now shows how their whiskers allow them to do so.
To escape the mundane realities of life, conceptual photographer Kylli Sparre has created alternative worlds filled with movement, surrealism, and serenity. Sparre’s work has elements of both surrealism and impressionism, and she blends them together with photography in a unique way.
60,000 Bees Recreate the Nefertiti Bust and Other Classic Sculptures in Wax with Artist Tomáš Libertíny — www.thisiscolossal.com
Tomáš Libertíny prefers to collaborate when recreating iconic busts and sculptures, although his chosen partners don’t join him in the studio.
Everyone needs a recipe for chocolate self saucing pudding! This delicious dessert is saucy, chocolate comfort food at it's best! Serve with vanilla ice cream for the perfect after dinner treat.
The Siena Creative Photo Awards is a little different from your average photo contest. Celebrating all kinds of post-production techniques and digital manipulations, this contest aims to redefine the art of photography and this year’s winners are defiantly weird and wonderful.
End Papers
“Don't confuse the teacher with the lesson, the ritual with the ecstasy, the transmitter of the symbol with the symbol itself.”
― Neil Gaiman, Stardust
Whew!
This newsletter has turned out to be an epic bigger than Ben Hur. Well, so it seems. There was much to talk about this week, and I hope you found it worthwhile. As always, I love to hear your responses via email (which can take a few days for a reply) or by simply picking up the telephone. Remember that if you do want to chat, you can text me, and I'll get back to you. If you're in Aotearoa or Australia, then my mobile phone plan allows me to call you back at no extra charge. Skype/Teams/Facebook Messenger is good too.
And am I the last person in the world to understand the meaning of the symbol on my new car, a Subaru Legacy? It would seem so. How truly fitting that Subaru is the Japanese for Matariki. Especially at this time.
Wherever you are, whatever you are, and however you are living your life, let it be one full of joy, love and gratitude. Each of us is a wondrous soul, a way in which IO experiences/her/itself. IO is you and me. We are an individual segment of a greater whole. Think about that.
Ka mihi arohaa nunui ki a koutou
Much love to you all
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